MY LORD AND SAVIOUR

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

12:17 PM

Fear.. what is fear... what makes us fearful...

this is a question that i can't answer...

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12:12 PM

bahh... bah... bahhh... bahhhhh... x.x bahhhhhhhh... bahhh...

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

10:28 PM

post 327... (totally random post)

i dun feel like going school tml!!!

whines...

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8:06 PM

bahh... watching a tv show now... i can see how cor person doesn't feel must for people's feelings. haha. i do hope that i won't be do cor until that point of insensitivity x.x

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Friday, May 25, 2007

10:32 PM

Weee..

Before i say anything, jia say i cor again! haha... dunno leh. but never been feeling cor for quite sometime. which actually got me quite worried x.x haha..

anyway, my blog's live again!haha... have been like sort of "dead" for the past few weeks...

anyway, really want to thank God for what He has done in my life. really amazed at His plans for me. Have been quite rumbling over certain matters that had happened in school, but hey! due to God's perfect plan, i'm like over with that matters already =D. woots.

anyway, hey group! WE DID WELL =D. the MI kids. haha. although it was an "embrassment" to walk around in school in uniform, but hey! you guys rocks! =D. XD

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Monday, May 21, 2007

12:42 PM

i need to growww....

had location production just now and it some how just made me want to feel against the teachers again. somehow its the same kind of feeling and rebellousness i had towards harjit knor las year... those kind of wanting to rebel against them...

know its kind of kiddish to be like fussing over just because we arn't allowed to use laptops during lecture. kind of dumb. but ya... anyway. was quite irritated over the fact that we aren't allowed to use laptops during lectures to take down notes. and we had to write on paper, which is much slower and yet knowing that writting will be slower, still speeding on with his lecture. kind of cripplying our abliity to learn fast.. to me lah. x.x

need to grow. dun really want the kind of attitude i had towards khor to be towards them also. it bad to my studies, attidutude and basically, its just now shinning...

need to calm down... relax...

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

12:09 AM

okay... i'm like up at 6:37 in the morning on at 9:00 class day...

have been feeling rather stressed and unable to think of anything yesterday night, so decided to take a rest and countinue to do my writcom assignment today instead. And here i am... still feeling stressed out the the whole module and unsure of what to write. my dad came in telling me that he drove 2 of my seniors home yesterday from attachment at mediacorp and said that communication carries the biggest %age in my course. Which of course totally didn't help at all to ease my stress level. took the online grammar prac yesterday... think i failed it... i sort of refused to count the marks to avoid furthur depression. x.x

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

1:07 PM

halro blog...

blogging again. haha. partly i think because i'm like super bored now...

another tiring day... woke up at 7 just now and came school for location production in the morning. kinda of like yahs. had training on final cut and had a project work meeting with vjay. x.x yup. finally got something decided and we are going to do out filming on friday morning. now having a 3 hour break until 4... art and design. bahh. hopefully i can do things during this 3hour block. x.x going for volleyball later. going with ben. ahha. i'm predicting that i will go home with mucle ache all over me and like die tml during sports and wellness. haha. and i do pray that i will not faint halfway during s&w tml x.x

wee...

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Monday, May 14, 2007

3:11 PM

bahh... having break now for audio tech... dunno why... was napping just now, and i just had this sense of mel-ness and emo-ness that was overflooding me... bahh... kind of felt a kind of fear in my heart... it was something sudden..

felt super tired today...

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10:22 AM

bahh... i realised that i'm always blogging during location production lecture...

dunno why, but i woke up feeling very tired. i simply just refused to wake up. took the bus to school and i felt like throwing up... zzz...

was listening a sermon podcast on my way to school. mppc, is Jesus the only saviour. a teaching that really set me to think about my faith in God. definatly answered questions that i had...

decided to make it a point to listen to a sermon podcast everyday while on my way to school.. wee...

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

11:01 PM

bahh... another random post for the day...

haha. *walked past* my didi's friendster just now... haha... remembered the times that we had last time... haha... super random sia... nvr talk to him for quite some time le... hurhurs

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3:06 PM

totally random...

realised that comming friday would mark my 2nd month of my transfer... haha..

was wondering to myself

have i started to settle down...

and what have i done in this two months...

another random thing

i realised that privitising a blog in blogger is useless... people can still access them

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2:51 PM

Post number 317...

studying now in esplanade's library project room with alvin. booked a project room so that we can study and charge our laptops. haha... woke up late, and sort of rushed out of house. came out of house with out my handphone x.x bahhs... kind of stupid. can't remember when was the last time i actually went out of the house without my handphone...

wee

mugging for two hours...

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

1:21 AM

booh... just came home from nexus... bahh... was editing the parents' day clip there and "attempting" to capture some of the camp clips...

went down to nexus after my location production test.. did't pretty well thanks to the Grace of God. saw marcus on our way down to nexus and me, jia and marcus took the same bus. haha. dropped at heerens so that i can da-pao subway down to nexus to eat... had a "lightings" crash course from steven and headed back to doing our work. learn't a lot from the short 1 hr session about lightings. actually felt quite blessed that God has actually blessed us with a lot of equipment for us to use. although some might be "diy", but hey, be faithful with what we have, and God will multiply these small things that we have...

feeling quite tired now. haha... mixed between a mel and phleg mode... haha...

lala...

so calm........

currently listening to: "Piano Spa 2"

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Friday, May 11, 2007

10:57 AM

bahh... friday...

had sociphys class just now... was quite interesting and quite a slack day... haha. it was a rainy day... so was actually very tempted to not go school. haha. x.x

got my grouping for my second project for sociphysc... natra, jeri and hafiz...

bahh

God trying to test me sia....

x.x

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

10:17 PM

bahhs.. i feel like a stone... x.x

i'm at nexus now... trying to finish my sociphys essay and at the same time listening to the drama for parents' day... dunno why. but i just feel stony... bahh...

leggs ache from gym class yesterday. bahh...

my brain is empty...

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8:53 AM

harlows...

bye =D

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Monday, May 07, 2007

9:21 AM

haha. i'm partly here cuz i'm bored, and of cause i'm here cuz i havn't really been blogging for quite sometime. here to update again..

wells. sort of slacked and wasted my time away during the audio tech lab time on friday. played with the stuffs for about half and hour and spent the rest of the two and a half hrs slacking and sort of rotting. spent a lof of time complaining about final cut and how much permiere is better... but den again... how well am i used to using final cut in the first place...

anyways, went down to nexus after that to put my laptop and went back home to take my hd and the tapes. headed back to nexus and apparently i was late cuz i only reached nexus at around 7.45. yups.... met up with bear bear while doing some capturing for the parents' day video... haha. walked to mos burger with him to get a cup of milk tea =x. haha... went with jian cong to meet with puays, matt and yiyo at heerens to get a ride from puays to airport to fetch huili from thai camp. haha. spend a lot of time entertaining one another and to keep each other away during the journey to the airport. haha. ehaded down to jian cong's hse to stay over after that. haha. it was cool. know more about him... and him in the past. haha. and i realised that he looked a lot like my cousin when he was younger. haha. i shall go home and dig out old pictures to show him. wahhaha.

headed down to sr mrt to meet bear bear and xueyong to take train down to nex together. the morning was kind of hectic as many techinical bobos cropped out and i was freaking out in the morning. felt rather cor as many things was left undone and there was a lot of last min stuffs. didn't really feel much of a good mood after second service about the service as i felt that it was rather bad. responded to the calling during altar call, and i felt refreshed in that area of my life. ate at cine after service and went to play dota with the guys. i'm utterlly trashed x.x haha.

had caregroup yesterday. it was cool. huili was showing us about thai camp and it is definally a cool experience. caregroup was fun. had games, testimony, worship and we had "rick warren" to teach us in our caregroup. haha.

went down to the coffee shop to eat lunch after that and we went back to amk macs. watited for jia and we went shopping... bear joined us and we went down to meet keith... wee... sat down with bear and jia at mos after that and we chatted and discuessed thru several things.... it was definatly refreshing to talk to each other. .. took bus with bear to sr and i changed bus there home. on the way home, my mum sort of called to "scold" me, but really glad that God was with me and i didn't loose my temper at her. instead i was rather calm... really want to thank God for that =D...

now. back in school...

I'M BORED. weeee...

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Friday, May 04, 2007

10:46 AM

bhh... we did a class project today for sociphysc... we are suppose to go out in groups to "sell" stuffs to other people to sort of raise funds for the fms school pocket money fund. kind of dumb... haha

from this exercise, i can see that... yea, we are competitive. haha...

our group got the second highest to raise funds. weees...

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12:41 AM

bahh

i just realised i didn't blog about how much my muscles ache from gym class x.x

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12:15 AM

bahh...

just finished capturing the mission clips...

here just to say one thing..

i dunno how much to thank You, but really want to thank You for blessing me with such a wonderful family of God. =D...

Thank You for all the blessing You have done in my life, people around me, people dear to me... thank You for loving me, and thus allowing me to love others =DD

thanks 2 that someone who wasted his message on a problematic youth...

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

7:12 PM

bahhh... random post

in nexus now. recording the vo for the parent days's clip... haha

here to express thanks giving towards the numberous "extra-lessons" that cchms never fail to give every year... finally get to "apperciate" those extra lessons. bahhh...

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10:34 AM

bah... i'm blogging now cuz our cats teacher is late. she says she stuck in a jam and she will like reach at around 1030... which is like now. anyway. finally had one proper lesson of s&w today. sort of like "worked my muscles" out today. my arms are aching... zzz... now sitting at the downstairs of block 56... waiting for the teacher to come...

o. thank you Dickson for that oreo bar. it was nice. haha. =D

and hey, thank you for you c&c and tlc and everything... i know its hard, but i will continue to stand firm... =D

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